It has been three days. I waited until the 3rd day to explode my emotions to others and face the reality that you didn't talk much to me for past few days. I understand that you have a lot of work to take care of. I understand that. I really do, because our minds should be focused on academics than on relationships at this stage in college. But I'm your girlfriend. I don't need you to text me every 15 minute and facetime me every night. Just at least show me a little effort to ask "how was your day?" A morning text is nice but saying just "morning" and me responding "morning" back is not enough. When I was busy with my tests, I still spent the time to facetime you while I studied. I'm not trying to be clingy. I'm not trying to make you have a set amount of time, texts, or calls for me everyday, but try; just try to make something extra in our conversations.
I'm not happy with this relationship. One month and 11 days. Two upsetting events happened already.
I don't feel like love of being treated as your girlfriend. I was being very understanding and tolerable with you throughout this week, but i just couldn't hold it anymore. The effort that I'm putting into this relationship is imbalanced in comparison with your devotion. I feel like I'm trying too hard for someone who doesn't know how to treat me right. From my last relationship, I learned my flaws as being a bitchy, impatient, and unfaithful girlfriend. This time, when I actually tried to change and become a better girl for you, I don't receive the same treatment in return.
And this, really upsets me.
